I fell hard for you

Cold shoulder turned towards me

I diluted my mind with small gestures

All I received in return was avoidance

Indifference when we passed

Friendly in forced time together

Now I’m left longing after what would never happen

Left with all my wasted time

You will never know who I am

Never given the chance for my star to shine

You’re just another person who shuts me down

Stifling myself because I thought I was in love

You’re not sorry that you don’t even want to be friends

I miss your smiling hellos

All you offer is a nod at best

What happened to tact?

You turned out to be someone else

Still I hung on to the hope

I should have known better

No one ever truly cares for me

Why couldn’t you just say so?

Why did you just ignore me?

That’s what killed me most of all

Not knowing who you were going to be when I saw you next

Warm and welcoming

Cold and hateful

Which are you?

My guess is the latter

I’m not trying to sound bitter

Only you’ve turned me

I just wanted your consideration

I hope you’re happy with her

When you realize your mistake

I’ll be long gone

You had your chance

I am better than this

Once you see the distance you allowed

Will you know I am not coming back?

The damage is done

You will have to live with your decision